I can read Sam's mind (wendy) wrote,
I can read Sam's mind

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the state of me

I am so behind on reading fic. I promise to read everything I, uhm, promised to read. I'm getting to it, swear! *crosses heart* But I also desperately need an off-line night so I can catch up on LIFE. It's a balance, yo.

I fixed the Blackberry. I RULE. Crisis averted. Had this conversation with a co-worker:

Me: broke my blackberry, blah, blah, blah.
Her: Oh crap, those things are like $300!

Been struggling a lot lately thinking about what I want to do with my life. You'd think that by my age I'd at least have made some progress on figuring that out. But really? Not so much. I wish I could take a year off to just FIGURE IT OUT. But alas, life does not work that way. Could one of you please win the lottery and gift me with a million dollars? I'll like, do your laundry and walk your dog as a thank you.

Speaking of dogs, wickedsin took care of Max and Val while I was in Houston last weekend. They were all safe and sleepy when I got home so I know she did an awesome job. We are lucky to have her. :)

Still no baby. They're going to induce on Thursday.

I am sooooo sleepy. Haven't slept well in days. I lie awake all night and then finally fall asleep about 4:30 a.m., which makes it impossible to get out of bed when the alarm clock goes off. I feel like I could sleep for about four days straight without ever leaving my bed.

Also, I have a headache that will not go away.

Also, I am reading this really interesting book called "Ask the Pilot" and it's all these questions and myths about flying. You may or may not know, but I'm an extremely nervous flyer. Planes wreck my anxiety. The more I travel, the better I'm getting at handling it but still, it's a conscious struggle. ANYWAY, the book is really interesting and I'm learning a lot. For example, you're more likely to crash and die during take-off than during landing. Good to know.

AND, I did a Sam/Dean/OFC rec list (yes, really) right here.

I want to read schmoopy J2 and lots of it. Have you guys read anything really good and sweet and soft and loving and awwwww-inducing lately? I need THAT!
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