June 26th, 2012

House Rules

where have you been all my life?

So, I've been dealing a lot (again) with depression and anxiety lately. And let me tell you, the two together are an odd mix. It does come and go, but right now it's HERE, so. I'm trying really hard to focus on being up and not slipping down the rabbit hole.

Yesterday, I could not hold my eyes open from about 3 p.m. to 6 p.m. No exaggeration. I kept finding myself sitting there staring off into space, or being in the process of actually closing my eyes. Argh. I had a Subway sandwich for lunch and I'm wondering if that carb overload is why. (Usually I have all raw fruits and veggies at lunch + almond butter + a hunk of cheese/string cheese.) So today I'm trying to cobble together a healthy lunch that doesn't require me to go to the grocery store before Thursday. Stupid empty fridge.

See? This is what I mean. Lunch is THE END OF THE WORLD.

In better news, I have fun plans for my day off Thursday, my breakfast is delicious, and I have vague memories of having had good dreams. *two thumbs up*


Tell me some good things!
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