June 25th, 2013

Happy Face! Put One On!

you were right here all along

First, the non-serious:

  • I have been told that the season 2 Teen Wolf DVDs had a new shirtless montage. But what I do not understand is why NO ONE HAS UPLOADED IT FOR ME. *looks around wildly* *makes grabby hands*

  • The other night I had dinner with a friend and wore my t-shirt that says MCCALL 11 on the back, and she asked me if it was related to hockey.

  • If you could visit one place anywhere in the world, where would it be?

  • After a long time of being afraid I would cut my own hand off, I finally butchered a whole watermelon this morning. It was easy-peasy. This makes me feel so very accomplished. I know it's a small thing other people do all the time, but it was a mental block to me, so...BAM. Defeated that one! P.S. Max likes watermelon!

  • Mascara makes my eyes itch. Is there a brand for sensitive eyes?

    Then, the serious:

    I am working on crawling out of this pit of depression and anxiety that I've been stuck in since, I don't know, last November. So much of it is related to my job, but that isn't going to change. I miss who I used to be -- happy, fun. I had two people I respect a great deal, at separate times, ask me about it. I don't want to go into details, I know I'm being cryptic. But it just sort of confirmed what I already had been thinking. Like, my secret thoughts were said out loud, TWICE by other people. And, I'm just tired of it. So, I'm working on being better.

    Today I am better, and tomorrow I will be better, and we'll see what happens the day after that.
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