Also, I ate Orange Leaf for dinner.
I have been really low. Work is difficult, personal life is crazytown, my normal escapes are either not working or have become non-existent...I don't know what is happening with anything. I feel like I'm on the nerves of everyone I know, all the time. And, honestly, I almost hope that is true because every one I know is on my nerves, all the time. I'm tired of being ignored, of being blamed for everything, of always being in second place, of never being seen, of never being valued.
I'm not asking for sympathy, truly. Just trying to put it out there so I can process and deal. I've been good about trying to walk, which has helped my sleeping. wincon is next week and that always refreshes me. I get Becca and an adventure TOMORROW. My birthday is soon!
Trying hard to focus on good things, I am, I swear!
I really want to read some fic -- the dirtier, the better. If you have a rec, I'd love to have it!