Hold Onto Me

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I had to get online to find information about ethrosdemon and I am so sad and conflicted. Death is hard and sometimes I hate the way it hero-izes people but sometimes it's nice to just let the slate be wiped clean.

A wise friend said it's ok to feel a million things and I'm grateful because that's just how I feel -- a million different things, all at once.

More later.
SPN: Sam's Bright Smile

in need of delicious water

I really, really want the grey and orange shirt Jared wore in Dallas. Does anyone know what brand it is or where to get it? Could also use a beautiful icon of him wearing said shirt...*cough*

Tomorrow I have to get a cavity filled, blergh. And then, an hour after that, I'm going to a Lularoe party. Hopefully I won't be drooling still. Oh well. I've never even seen these clothes but apparently they're amazing so I'm gonna check 'em out!

Remember awhile back when I asked you guys to suggest some Modcloth dresses? Well, I ordered six of them, B and I had a fashion show, I picked two and returned the rest. Exciting, yeah? So thanks to everyone but especially tsuki_no_bara and loveisimmortal for knowing my own style better than me!

(ETA: I kept this dress and also this one!)

B also suggested I sign up for Dia and Co, which I did, so hopefully I'll be getting my clothing situation under control soon.

Today I've been having a lazy day of rewatching Scrubs and looking at pics of Carter and Colby. (Thank you big_heart_june!) I also cleaned out part of my closet and noncon-snuggled Dexter. It's been a good day.
Hot Boy Optimist Tats

Quote of the Day

"Ah, September! You are the doorway to the season that awakens my soul...but I must confess that I love you only because you are a prelude to my beloved October."
--Peggy Toney Horton
Jared Laughs Out Loud

baby, pull me closer in the back seat of your Rover

*zooms in and skids to a stop*

Hello lovies!

My mom and dad are on the way over to help me measure my laundry room for a new washer and dryer. I'm SO CLOSE to buying new ones. Can. Not. Wait. MEEP!

DallasCon is this week and I am so excited. I need a fandom infusion SO BAD. I can't wait to see some of my fave people, and of course, Jared and Jensen. Speaking of, I already bought Jared's green LOVE sweatshirt. *whistles innocently* For my pic with him next Sunday, I am considering wearing a silly t-shirt. Can't decide. Usually I dress nicely for pics, but we'll see. B won't let me if I look too dumb, so I have that safety net.


Unrelated (really!), I'm thinking about buying a dress. I don't ever wear dresses. So here's your mission, should you choose to accept it -- cruise over to modcloth.com and choose a dress you think I should buy. Link me. For real. You pick one that matches me. I can't wait to see your options!

I'm finally reading Joe Hill's new book, which is good but slow. It's very The Stand-like in storyline and in length.

Still obsessed with podcasts.

Oh! Today I hooked up a new DVD player to my big TV, all by myself. Basically, I'm a superhero.

Did you know there's a Mr. Robot app? It's a game and I'm obsessed. Season finale is this week. EEP.

Gotta sprint away...miss you guys! ♥

why are you keeping this curiosity door locked?

I keep feeling like I can't pop in here unless I am caught up on all things J2 and I very much am NOT and SIGH. But Dallas con is in two weeks and I will be there and that's a huge YAY!

I finally finished Stranger Things and it was so good and I am SO OBSESSED. I really want a mix of all the music played on the show, and also I would really like to continue crushing on Sheriff Hopper, and ALSO the whole thing is creepy and happy-making -- both.

Has anyone reading this every had their eyelashes tinted? I'm thinking about doing it. I've given up on mascara, it just will not stay in place. I've tried every brand anyone recommends, I use face primer and eyelid primer, I dust with powder...all the things you're supposed to do! But, nope. I don't need or want extensions but a little tint would be perfect. HMMM.

It's thundering and raining outside and so pretty and cool (temperature-wise) and calming to me. There's a wee bird taking refuge in one of my shrubs and Dexter hasn't taken his eyes off it in ten minutes. Cat TV!

OK, gotta run. *blows kisses*
Be Better Than You Were Yesterday

time may take us into different places

So here is the thing...I miss you guys! And I wanna interact. So, let's make a deal.

You comment and tell me one thing that made you happy last week and I'll come over to your place and comment on one of your entries.

Deal? DEAL!

Here are some things that made me happy last week:

  • A delicious chocolate CostCo cake. I genuinely could have eaten all of it but restrained myself.

  • Flirty text messages.

  • Talking with B about books. (Specifically, The Queen of the Tearling and Risk Everything On It.)

  • Getting to Facetime with Drew on his birthday! He was so excited to show me his cake and all his presents and he didn't want to hang up and I love him so much!

    ♥ ♥ ♥
  • #happythings

    I'll be your lifeline tonight

    SO, YOU GUYS. My boss retires this Friday and school starts on Monday and after that I will no longer be surrounded by the unholy smell of teenage boys all day and probably won't cry anymore at work! It's all very exciting!

    I decided to celebrate by taking a note from Pop Culture Happy Hour and share a list of things that made me happy this week:

  • My biggest event of the year is OVER and was mildly successful and I am happy and it is OVER!

  • The Olympics! OBSESSED.

  • @boomerrphelps's instagram -- such a sweet and cute baby, I want to snuggle him!

  • Discovered that Anna Farris has a podcast, it's called Anna Farris is Unqualified and it is delightful! The most recent ep had Patti Stanger (LOVE) on and in addition to PS's normal schtick, they also discussed what's trendy in lady landscaping and how they'd like to drug Chris (Pratt, Anna's husband) and double-team him. It's just a really fun show that's unpretentious and honest and good.

  • Daily Harvest smoothies. They come pre-measured and frozen, you just add liquid (I favor coconut or almond milk) and blend. I make them all at one time and then re-freeze. Then, every morning I just pull one out, let it thaw while I drive to work and sip on it all morning. It's SO GOOD, nutritious, and makes me feel like I'm balancing out the Sonic cherry slush I will inevitably order later in the day.

  • This song, which I listened to on repeat yesterday the entire time I was grocery shopping:

  • Carter Dane. NGH.